senseless and careless

too many people walk around with senseless goals and strive for a non existing path. i look for the easy way out and take it. go home with nothing achieved and a false sense of victory i believe i am something special but to me special is nothing short of shit. ill show your kids how to use the internet to watch porn and teach them the ropes of the drug dealing game. i am a bad influence and a worse remodel

become my motivation to failure, show me how to hate myself some more. will you teach me about sex? i heard its quite fun. gay sex isnt for me but i still respect you. i never new a man could just leave his family, you make it look fun, i cant wait to do it. i want to be just like you, i want to disappoint my kids make them as weird and smart as you made me. well father i have to get back to life now it was nice speaking to you. hope hell has some good weather right now. you thought me hell and religion was fake but mom says youre the devil.

i guess im the devil now